I am pregnant...

On 12/24/14, we found out I was pregnant, but I guess it took me until now -more than two weeks later- to realize that those two red lines were "truer than true".
My period was supposed to arrive on the 23rd; a day later, I took the courage to pee on a dollar store pregnancy test. 30 seconds later, the two bright lines showed up. "What? This test must be wrong" Although I knew that a positive result was a posible thing. Next thing I did was buying a ClearBlue Digital test... and again! Pregnant 2-3 weeks...
I did not felt pregnant at all...
Now that I look back, I had very light symptoms but I just assumed they were part of the PMS suffering.
I felt shocked and smashed by a sense of reality. "I am not ready for this" followed by all the common what if's of motherhood. I got married recently and we are just starting to get used to each other. Do not misread me, I am not afraid or sad, I am just experiencing the ordinary worries of every mom-to-be. Growing a baby and raising him is almost a feat nowadays.
Thanks to the support of my dear husband, I feel better now. He is happy and so am I. Nobody knows the news yet. First, we are assimilating it all before we can share the joyful word-spread. I must confess that I love keeping this little secret to ourselves...